Tuesday, 24 February 2009

A very Sad weekend

21.2.2009 was the day that i ever dream of. I was suppose to fly to Kota Kinabalu with my friends to enjoy the nature view and test my stamina for mount climbing. I knew that i may have problem during the climbing stage but i do trust myself that i will reach to the top of the mountain. But... i didn't have the chance to do so. All is faith.. Faith that i shouldn't climb Mount KK now without any preparation, I shouldn't go enjoy my holiday when my uncle is not feeling well.

That week i was having funny feeling. Feeling that i won;t be able to go for holiday. Is either me or my sis cant go for holiday. And it happen to be me. My beloved special someone had gone to somewhere far away from us, somewhere with have no pain no worry but fill with joy and happiness. Is a relief to him but is lose for me. I love him so much and now he has moved to some special place. I feel so lost.

How i wish that time turns back and given me the chance to spend more time to him, bring him around and have long and warm conversation with him. At least we spend time with him. But is too late. I hate myself of being to busy with works, late to reach home and having studies to prepare while working. If that Valentine Day is a free day without exam, i should have spend time with him, bring him for treatment and all this thing wont happen. Regret is all i have in my mind. But what can i do with this regret? Nothing can be done but to treasure the people around us with love and care. Spend to the elderly and spend more time with them before is too late. I love you, Uncle. Free yourself and take care. Love you so much.