Wednesday, 3 December 2008

FunnyFeeling

Lately, i have some funny feeling. I felt lonely but in fact i'm not. Friends are around me and i'm always with my family. I did enjoy hanging out with friends but somehow rather, there is an emptiness in between. Is unexplainable.

As time passed by and one of my friend has actually hit the point, solving my un-reasoning feeling. I'm actually hiding something in myself. That something cant be expressed in any medium or mode. It has been hiding and will do so ever since. I do hope what i feel may come true someday but i was afraid and i dowan it to come true. It hurts. What shall i do? Backing up is all i can think of, and be normal. Doing so and will bury this weird feeling with me forever.

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

Frust....

November!! If i'm still a student i'll be very happy for this month and the month later. Why? Coz its holiday months, full with all sort of holiday packages and sales. But i'll no longer have this mood.

I will be loaded with works up till June and this is normal for working life. But when i overheard that i may not be able to have nice break for my CNY, i felt so down. This coming CNY falls on January and this is the most hectic month for all of us in thios profession. I'll be loaded with works and rushing for tight deadlines in clients' office. Sun will be a strange object for me and i'll be more familiar with moon. I'm really afraid of these. As what my friend said: "We are just a lady with normal vision and mission.". I agreed but i have make choices and have to face the consequences.

All i hope is to be normal - love and to love --> Family, Friends & God, especially this coming 1st peak period.

Thursday, 7 August 2008

Feelings after work....

All these while, everyday is just a normal day for me. I do my stuff, chit chat with my frens and family, plan all sort of activities, etc. I have plenty of time to do things that i like, even if last minute work i still manage to complete it. But, things change right after this day - 1st July 2008.

This was the day where i 1st step into the world of Adult University. Time can be flexible and yet it can be not flexible. Lately have been working so late, and have neglect all my fellow frens. The balances of my time between work, family and friends were not unstable currently, still in the progress of stabilizing it. I feel so sorry to those that i have neglected recently.

As time passed by, I fall in love with Friday Night. This is the time for me to enjoy my life up to Sunday evening. Even if I go back late that night and feel very exhausted, i still feel happy. Coz i know i still have time for myself. The laziness worms that lay inside me always bugging me to go for sweet sleep but the TV program have more control on me. I waited so long to enjoy the movies that i have missed during my working time. I know impossible i can go thru every movie that i missed but at least i manage to release my mild stress.

Saturday is totally a refreshing day for me. I want to do lots of stuff but i couldn't. All of my friends were working. But i dun care, from next week onwards, my dear frens, be aware. ME, tricia, will start bugging you guys, dun reject me ya.. :P coz i love the days after friday but before Sunday evening. hehe..

Sunday, 1 June 2008

用最成熟的心态来选择自己的朋友

真正的v.s.普通的

  1. 一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣。一个真正的朋友有双肩让你的泪水湿尽。
  2. 一个普通的朋友不知道你父母的姓氏。一个真正的朋友有他们的电话在通讯簿上。
  3. 一个普通的朋友会带瓶葡萄酒参加你的派对。一个真正的朋友会早点来帮你准备,为了帮你打扫而晚点走。
  4. 一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来。一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来。
  5. 一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰。一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰。
  6. 一个普通的朋友对你的罗曼史感到好奇。一个真正的朋友可以威胁你说出来。
  7. 一个普通的朋友在拜访时,像一个客人一样。一个真正的朋友会打开冰箱自己拿东西。
  8. 一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束。一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊。
  9. 一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他。一个真正的朋友期望他能永远陪在你身旁 !

Saturday, 10 May 2008

Laughter ro release stress....

  1. There are 3 Male and 1 Female pencils in a box.
The Female pencil got pregnant !!
Which Male pencil is responsible?
THE ONE WITHOUT THE RUBBER.


2. Woman in bed with husband's best friend, and the phone rings !
'YES'.... OK,BYE' ... she replied.
She turns to her lover and says, THAT'S MY HUBBY,
HE SAYS HE'S NOW PLAYING GOLF WITH YOU !!?


3. 3 Roosters : normal, retarded and a gay.
Normal : cock-a-doodle-dooo !!!
Retarded : doodle-cock-a-dooo !!!
Gay : any-cock-will dooo !!!


4. 3 Guys were introduced to a pretty girl.....
Hi,.... I'm Peter, not a Saint.
I'm Paul, not a POPE.
I'm John, not a Baptist...
The girl replied.. Hi.. I'm Mary, not a VIRGIN.


5. Girlfriends are appetizers .... Tastes good at any time.
Mistresses are Tomyams ... Hot and spicy. Eaten frequently.
WIVES are Maggi-mee. Eaten when there's nothing to eat.!!!


6. Income Tax office asked a Prostitute why she puts her occupation as 'CHICKEN FARMER'.
She replied: 'I RAISED 5,000 COCKS LAST YEAR.!!'

Thursday, 24 April 2008

兩種教

昨天我和一個朋友聊到一句話,我覺得很有意義, 每個人一生中都要信兩種教 ,你知道是什麼教嗎....? 當然不是睡覺 .....^.^
是 不計較 與不比較 .....

人活著都會有許多的慾望,慾望多了,漸漸會慾求不滿, 到最後就演變成為了滿足自己的慾望而去傷害別人 ...

如果我們凡事不與人計較,便不會有口角,也不會勾心鬥角,

如果我們凡事不與人比較,便不會有慾望,也不會欲求不滿,

因此我們做人要謙虛,要知足,更要惜福 ....

我們要把自己縮小,不斷的縮小自己,小到能將自己放入別人眼中,

因為眼裡是容不下一顆沙子的,倘若能將自己縮小到放入別人眼中, 讓別人都能接納你,這樣才是真的會做人,

世界這麼大,每個人都有他的過人之處,

如果我們不懂得縮小自己,只是一味的覺得自己比別人厲害, 這樣永遠都不會成功,永遠都不會滿足,也永遠都不會快樂 ....

因為一山比一山高,所以不要去和人家比較, 這不是要你因此不求上進喔 ..... ,

是要你懂得謙虛 .. 而是要你將心放大, 去包容每一個人,從家人,朋友,甚至陌生人 ....

也許我解釋得不是很好,但我體會很深 ...

如果每個人都能有所體悟,都能放寬心,相信都會過得很快樂 ....

because.......... 知足常樂!

Friday, 18 April 2008

Beloved Programme Coordinator


This is our Accounting courses beloved Programme Coordinator - Mr Zulkliffee. He was surrounded by a bunch of FC members whom have been walking here and there finding him on a special day.
Mr Zul is a funny guy and who like sweet perfune very much. Everywhere he passby, there will leave a track of very sweet perfume smell. At the point of time, you could be able to know that Mr Zul just passby here.
He is a very good lecturer that always willingly to help students. He will spare time for the students even if he has ample of tasks on his hand. In fact, whatever questions u have in mind, dun be hesitate to find him. He can solve everything very fast coz he's a very informative person (especially accounting related information). Because of him, I managed to end my Industrial Training smoothly.
Thanks to this lecturer...